So I'm in a bit of a situation. I'm an 18 year old dude who recently fucked one of his best friends. We fooled around for about another month or 2, and I got attached. Boyfriend/girlfriend talks proceed. But 1 week she gets a boyfriend(not me), I'm crushed, bla bla bla. 2 weeks later I'm ignoring her to try and get away from the hole that is my heart. Semi succeed but she insists on trying to get a hold of me and see me, sending many unanswered texts and calls, even going through my other friends. So one night I'm black out drunk and decide to text her. Wake up in the morning with texts agreeing to meet up with her. Proceed to. She spills her heart out to me, claims to love me, I'm the most trusted dude in her life(sept for daddy), and ends it on the note that "It's not our time yet, I cant risk losing you" and such. Thoughts and suggestions on my situation?