What inspires you to take pictures? Last night, I was sitting at this place, hoping to be inspired to take some pictures, but the inspiration never came and I was left with these meaningless pictures. The first one was this. I just pointed, and shot. No idea what I was shooting at. In the empty chair, there had been a beautiful tranny sitting on it, just a few seconds ago. She asked me if I had a ciggy, which I had, and gave, and she sat on that chair and smoked it while talking with me, and when the ciggy was out, she put it out in that ash tray, and then she left. I spent the rest of the night, wandering around the city, trying to get... my mind in focus. My mind was.. horny... confused... and excited. And my feet took me to this place, and without much thought, I pointed my camera to the nearest object and pressed the shutter. There were at least a couple of HUNDRED whores around me, a good portion of them being trannies. My mind went blank, and soon it started to rain... So I returned to my car, and that was the end.
The tranny asked me what I was doing, and why I looked so stressed. So I told her, "I'm trying to be inspired to take some pictures, but I just can't think of anything to take." And she said, "What kind of pictures do you usually take?" And I said, "Most everything..." And she asked, "Do you take portraits?" And I said, "Yes, I do." And she asked, "Why not take picture of the girls? There are many pretty girls around here." And indeed there were many pretty girls around. But I said, "But I'd rather take picture of you."
She smiled shyly. And she said it's perfectly OK if I took a picture of her. But I told her the light and the setting wasn't right. "I want to take beautiful picture of you, but the lighting and the setting is not right." And there was a bit of silence. Then I said, "But there should be a way to take a good shot at you, but I just can't figure out how." And she said, "May be if we were in a room, you might be able to get a good shot?" And I said, "That is what I think. But I'm afriad if I was in a room with you, I won't be interested in taking pictures any more, I'd just be interested in fucking you!"
She shyly laughed. Then she looked at me straight in the eyes and said, "I am not a whore. I only sleep with the guys I like. And I like you. Right now, I don't mind what you do to me, as long as you spend the night with me." And then we talked about what we would do to each other, if we were in the bed. Oh man... the incredible boner I got from just talking to her... it was intense.
You want the story to end with a hot sex with that tranny, don't you? Me too man... me too... But... as I am too much of a coward, I had to pass... When I left, I left a big tip for everyone at the restaurant. The other waiteresses were very happy, but I don't think the tranny was very happy to see me leave. But I told her before I left, "I am not brave enough to sleep with you tonight. But when I finally grow a set of balls, you'll be the first tranny I fuck."
While I was having this intimate conversation with the tranny, a lot of people gave me the 'look'. And I thought it was... pretty intense. I could feel the odd look from strangers passing by. And it was... a very... powerful experience.
Its okay, I know you never fuck the tranny.. you're married right? I'd really like to know how you get all of the trannies to wanna fuck you.. that's a secret you'll have to take with you to the grave though.
Lol... I don't know man... it seems the trannies just like me... Lol... I get hit by trannies A LOT. When I go to whore house, the girls are not even looking at me but the trannies? They're all over me. I look like foreigner so they don't think I speak their language, so they say things out loud that makes your dick twitch. "This guy must have a long dick for sure!" They say. "Ooh... I would love to have him suck on my dick!" They say...
I asked the tranny, "Do you come?" "Yes, I do..." "How? What makes you cum?" "I will cum if you fuck me hard in the ass." "But what if I don't fuck you in the ass... what if I suck your dick? Can you cum if I sucked your dick?" "Sure... if you suck it good..."
"How about you fucking me in the butt? Do you do that too?" "Not unless you don't want me to." "Nah... I don't want anything going in my ass... and I don't want to put my dick in your ass either." "That is just fine. We can just suck each other till we cum." -- That was the kind of conversation I had with the tranny last night.
Oh, and before I forget, I want to mention the 'look' I got while talking with the tranny. -- We were talking in the open cafe, and lots of people walked by us. The straight white men from America... Europe... they looked at me like I was disgusting. They didn't bother to hide it, and even if they were hiding, they weren't trying very hard. The straight Japanese looked at me like I was mentally ill. But gays and other trannies, they looked at us like looking at a lovely couple. -- I just wanted to make a note of this.
I told the tranny, "You know, I even thought about becoming a tranny myself?" "Really?" "Yeah... I focused my mind real hard, and thought that I WAS a tranny. It was pretty intense feeling." "Then why didn't you become one?" "Well, first it costs a lot of money... and I was already married by then, so..." "Oh... I see... and... did you like it?" "Yeah... I enjoyed it... being a tranny... or to be more accurate, being a girl."
"You want to be a tranny... who would have imagined? At first I didn't want to approach you because you looked so serious." "Yeah... If I'm alone, I'm always thinking so hard, so I look very serious. But I hope you don't find me too serious, now that we're talking." "No, not at all. I find you very attractive." And I told her why I liked the idea of being a girl, when in fact, I was clearly a boy. I told her, "When I think of myself as a tranny, or a girl, I feel very free. Free from the sexual constriction that holds me in one place. It releases me into the open and I can be on any side of the fence. The boy's side... the girl's side... I am... liberated." "But unless I act on my idea, it'll only remain as an idea. So one of these days, I must try having sex with tranny. Then I will know if I am really a free person, or just a person with crazy idea." -- I'm just leaving these lines for the record before I forget them.
How strong is sexual urge? Is it strong enough to make you do things that you wouldn't normally do? Apparantly not. I could still make the decision to leave the tranny and come home and jack off.
For once and for all, I wanted to know if it was gay to suck a dick. So I asked the tranny, "If I suck your dick, does that make me gay?" And she said, "No." So there you have it. From a real tranny.
i've had a p90, d70s, and a d50. but then i sold them all. only owning a 50 mm and 18-55 mm. i realized i like film more.