What if like some terrible event just happened that changed all of our lifes. We wouldn't be able to carry on like we had before anymore, and all the tiny bullshit we worry about day to day would suddenly be pointless. Like this paper I'm doing my best to put off until the last minute. What if I wake up tomorrow and suddenly that paper doesn't mean anything? I guess I just find that the majority of our lives we focus on tiny insignificant little things that don't matter at all in the grand scheme of life. What if tomorrow the entire east coast is simply blown to shit? Or perhaps....The volcano underneath Yellowstone erupts and no one wakes up cuz were all fuckin dead. Dunno I just feel that there are certain factors currently affecting my life, and they have no purpose in the grand scheme of what I want to do. Its like I'm in a mental prison that I've created. Almost everyday I wake up and feel like emptying my savings account and heading off somewhere to start my life as I want to. I don't want to spend the majority of my life in misery doing something because its whats "Normal" or because its what people expect me to do. I want to live my life in happiness, and feel free to do what I want to achieve the goals I've set for myself in life.