So tonight began like any other Wednesday night... I got off around ten and decided to walk home from work rather than get a ride. i work at a pizza joint about two miles away so at a leisurely pace it takes about fourty five minutes. I passed the bar one the way home and decided to keep on walking but by the time i passed the liquor store i just felt like drinking. well i got a fifth and decided to take it home with me hoping that one of my roommates would be up for a little bit of drinking. well i got home around eleven and sure enough one of my roommates was awake and he was game to take a few shots. we began to drink a little bit and his girlfriend was over so i decided to be a true sir and offer the lady a drink. We all had a marry time for an hour or so and eventually i got the picture... my roommate wanted a small amount of privacy. no big, i grabbed the skate board and my ipod and decided to head out on a solo run; i needed cigs anyway. Well, i stayed out for an hour or so. i made my way back to work, talked with the guys for a minute and then headed back to make a run across campus before heading back home. i finally got home a little bit tipsy about fiftene minutes ago... so what could not be unseen you may ask? as it turns out i got locked out of my house. no big deal. my major crush lives within eye sight and i could see her bed room light on so i figured, "what the hell? im not gonna get any but im sure steph will let me sleep on her couch. afterall, her roommate is fucking my roommate." So i begin to walk up the trail that goes from my back yard to hers. as soon as i step into her back yard i see movement in her window but its an odd sort of movement... i dont know why but i decided to post up behind a tree in the darkness to see what the fuck i am looking at... well after five minutes or so it becomes obvious.... my boy is fucking my crush and i am inadvertently watching it... fuck my life. i cant say anything because i will look like a major creep but this still hurts... i have known this girl for years, she is gorgeous, and i thought we were making progress. now, i see my good friend nailing her. yes i am positive it was my boy,,, yes i am positive they were fucking, god damnit this hurts.