Isolation and my weight, and they are both related. Nothing else depresses me. I am perfectly fine playing video games, watching tv, and surfing the web for hours a day. Just wish I had someone to do them with. And my weight lowers my self confidence which makes it harder to make friends. I nowhere near as depressed as I was a couple of years ago, but those two things are a weight on my shoulders. I am excited though, I'm moving away to finish college in a couple of months and have a roommate that I think I'll get along with well. It will definitely be a major change in setting. I think in the last 3 years I have hung out with friends a total of about 10 times.
It wouldn't depress me, but the thing closest to putting me in a bad place is getting kicked out of my home again. I was homeless for awhile, and didn't mind it, but I would really rather not be in the situation again.
Thinking about how fucked up the world is, and wishing I could do something to change it. The knowledge that I can't, I will die without making people understand things the way I see them. yeah, im pretty sure the main thing that makes me depressed is the inability to express myself the way I want. My weight, I eat when I want and as much as I want but am still very skinny.
The tokers q&a section. So much misinformation. Naw don't be scared of death man. Experience an ego death and you'll realize its all the same thing essentially. Read Journey of Souls. Everything in that book I experienced during multiple different ego deaths and the book just confirmed what I experienced about how I view death. Life is eternal, which is why it seems so short in these sacks of atoms we call bodies. Scientific proof is starting to pop up to support this theory of eternal life.
Not even gonna lie it reeeealy depresses me if the town is dry and I can't get bud from anyone but I have the cash for it Sent from my iPhone using Grasscity Forum
My size - it always comes first and always has. I'm very very small, short, and I literally look about 8 years younger. Yeah yeah it'll be a good thing when I'm older but right now it sucks. People treat me differently, give me looks whenever I'm in adult places... My bank account - I'm broke as fuck. Mistakes I've made - Legal and drug issues.
Yea im always worrying about my size, im average height but extremely skinny, and basically look anorexic. I worry about what other people think of me but actually im personally fine with my weight and i eat what i want whenever i want. I just know im abnormally thin and people most likely judge that. Yeah im less physically strong than the average and obviously if for example a heavy person pushed me id go flying, and obviously im less attractive to girls than a more 'well built' person. But I like being me, i can climb well, fit in small spaces, im pretty fast, and can easily support my weight and swing around and vault over stuff easily. Its actually pretty convenient. I find thinking like that (accepting things but realising the good points and the useful things as well as the bad points) helps with the negative feeling. Screw being 'normal', being different just means your adapted to different things.
Basically feeling overwhelmed...so many paths to choose but not sure which one is the "right" one. I almost welcome death.....not to say right now but I want to know if anything is after this life. Hopefully something that I want to actually put in effort into
I know the feeling bro. Used to be overweight myself, and my confidence got so low I developed an anxiety issue. Never left the house and lost all my friends. 6-7 years on, I'm 20 and I literally only have 2 friends (one of which lives at the bottom of the country so I only see him once every 2-3 months). You've just gotta want it enough. I was 350lbs and I decided to start eating healthy because I kept having trouble breathing when I was sleeping. I'm now 220lbs, which is perfect for my height (6ft5).. We believe in you Macka.
This is exactly how I feel. It was a grim and hopeless time and though I've been through worse I wouldn't want to be in that situation again.
Glad you made this thread, what depresses me is the world as a whole, people dying, children with no food or parents, etc. This dude, Elliot Hulse, has helped me alot with the battle of depression, it literally is a Fight for Your Life http://youtu.be/kzh0WmhJ1VU