I have really been thinking on this a lot lately. it comes to my mind with everything i see. I think deeply on life and it used to bother me. When i first started smoking, i got really concerned, almost like a depressed state and i thought it could have been the weed, but i knew differently as i am just very analytical. So, now i have come to realize that i was changing into another phase in my life. I was maybe maturing, but i do see the world and everything it holds in an entirely different light. Pot may have contributed to this over thinking or maybe it would have happened regardless; who knows. I was reading through this section on GC and liked how another member put it... "another embarkment" I like to think of it like that, too. Maybe there is a heaven or hell or maybe this is heaven or hell and we just don't know it because we were born into it along with all of our friends and relatives. Or maybe this life is training for something else? Or (this just came to mind) what if we are "spiritless" and the only thing creating these ideas and envisions are our conscious minds and we think about death and any possibilities of what happens when we die only because we want to go on and do more. It's our curiosity that stems all this. However, according to the bible (i don't want to debate this), Jesus walked earth performing miracles in front of others and that there is proof. He said he'd forgive us and we'd go to heaven. But what is heaven? Nirvana? pure tranquility? Or is all that a hoax, too? Maybe the bible started over too much deep thinking and smoking so someone made the Book! haha just joking about that one! Maybe we are just a bacteria that has mutated for millions of years so we can live comfortably in this environment. And we keep progressing and changing faster and faster taking over and ruining the world. Or maybe there is a greater power out there and we are all just a story; a mark in the book. We could sit here all day spinning circles about this, but i just wanted to share some of my thoughts on life. It also helps to organize these thoughts by typing them. It's refreshing nonetheless. So what are your thoughts?