we had our runs... i think im dieing know lmao.. sleep deprivation beer caffeine weed damn i guess a mininum of evferything is the way to go!! best effect ! I feel close to being emotionless.. i just dont feel nothing, and i feel this world is fake sortha like the inception movie.. something like getting caught in limbo you grow old their but in reality. your just in a coma./ i Have nightmares of my whole life is being created.. in my mind, and that im still in a coma, or dead., you see i had overdosed, on pills. and i feel at times that im still in a coma, or deep sleep. idk i just cant fucking wake up..
All I can say is if you feel like your just living in a dream why not try and make your wildest dreams come true? Take chances, live fast, and dare to dream.
hello fellow sleep deprivation insane person. i am here to greet you from an alternate reality, in mine i have been awake for 40 hrs currently. after dealing with an insane ammount of bullshit last night, consuming copious ammounts of stimulating narcotics, alchohol, weed, etc..im beginning to feel the onset of the delerium from being deprived of sleep for almost 2 days(dancing shaddows, patterns, hallucinations, shit that just drives you deeper into the insomnia abyss that is really not fun to go through. i have been going through insomnia spells where i only sleep 6-10 hours a week and stay up for almost 72 consecutive hours, i dont know why but i cannot tell my brain to shut down and sleeep. at the same time my madness is fueled by a desire to become more manic. i dont understand why i torture myself, im pretty sure im bi-polar and this could have somthing to do with it but hey im not a doctor and cant afford to see one either. well, good luck trying to get back to a normal sleep routine. i myself am in for a crazy rollercoaster ride.. fuck.
you are probably depersonalized. stop the drugs for a while, eat healthy, get exercise. wake up and fall asleep at the same time every day, and you will feel a lot better. 6-8 hours of sleep.