So I live in the typical subdivision. We all know who each other are.. But nothing past formalities really. And because the kids all play together. Well a few weeks ago one neighbor was found dead hanging in his garage. And then two days ago a neighbor kid shot and killed himself, one house over. Everytime I look over there I see him in my head. It's just horrible. The past few days have just been very awkward. No kids outside playing. Very odd calm about. No neighbors outside besides coming and goings. Idk. Just needed to vent I guess.