Maybe its all in my head. I mean, I know I live a fabulous life for a 17 year old, but lately smoking has been, different. I have always been a powerful thinker. Might I thank the Just a few months ago, all was well, I was another neighborhood kid riding my bike and getting my licence, walking around barefoot in the summer. Everyone knew our gang! Even as Juniors in high school! But now, Communication is different from these friends. We don't joke in the same way we use to. I cannot describe it any better. It is like forgiving someone who Lied, you never look at them quite the same. Something happened, and whether it was me or my smoking habbits way too much I don't know. I have been either completely dumb minded in the solution to fix things, or just "accepted" (Told myself) we've all grown up! Has anyone ever experienced anything like this before? Some sort of dramatization in your life? Could it be SKITZO?! Should I stop smoking? Note: I have nothing against the herb at this point.