well for like the past week i aint really been able to eat or nuthin without gettin sick but today i can actually eat alot better so i was like "hell yea, the withdrawl is finally wearin off" but now i'm gettin wat i call "the flashes" n i got em before from withdrawl. wat happens is like i get a lil flash that goes through my whole body and everything tingles n it feels like i'm gonna passout but it only lasts a split second.. well i started gettin em again about 20 minutes ago and from my previous experience with it they only get worse as the days go by, which is y i always end up poppin pills again to get rid of it. also when i was at the doctors the other day what he had me do is spread my fingers to see if they shook n they didnt (also i was on lorazepam they prescribed to me the night before at the hospital) but i jus did it now n my hands shake like crazy. at first only the right hand did it but now they both do it.. i'm gonna give it like a week n see how bad the shit gets then i'm goin back to my doctor n bitchin him out cuz he all acted like there was nothin wrong with me when i genuinly knew that there was.. i'ma be like "yea ur not so smart with your PhD now are you fucker, look at this shit" hmm, looks like a script of some benzo's is comin my way pretty soon, kinda like i said i needed but the doctors thought otherwise. oh well hey, at least i can eat right? i might passout n have some seizures, but at least i'll passout n have a seizure on a full stomach haha n thats all that really matters right
yea, i think i prolly fucked up my nervous system hella bad from how many robo's n coricidins i've eaten (over 7000 pills total) and also from shit like ether that i went overboard with n since i've done almost every drug imaginable at least 2 to 3 times and alot of em i did a ton more than that. wonder wat my ass is gone be like by the time i'm 30... if i dont die before that from some weird drug caused condition or watever else may happen in that time period such as getting shot, or ran over by a steamroller, or watever.
Thats sucks man, maybe your nervous system will get a little better so its not as bad, thats an even better reason just to smoke the buds and a lil shrooms or acid
wow didnt know dxm withdrawal is that bad, that sucks. I like dxm alot, but im glad i dont do it enuff to get withdrawls
Well I hope things get better for you bro, but I guess progressing a stage in your withdrawal just means you're closer to being independent. Also, I overdosed on lorazepam and was in a coma for about three days. Just a little fact. Well hope you get well soon. Jah Bless
yea trust me u prolly wont get it like i got it, i got it from eatin between 40-100 pills on a daily basis, n a few days where i'd take like 160 in a 24 hour period, for like a year strait. haha so yea jus keep it under control n dxm will remain sumthin fun to do instead of sumthin u have to do
Is it possible to use lorazepam recreationally? I mean, I have a prescription for it (to use when I need help sleeping) but I hardly ever use it cuz it just makes me sleepy like its supposed to. Also though I only take the prescribed dose.
yea u can use it recreationally, take like 2 or 3 of wat u got (unless there ultra strength, then maybe jus 1 or 2) n drink like 3 or 4 beers or shots, u'll be feelin real good, or tone it down a bit if your small. u can also jus sniff em or parachute em, thats a lil safer i could go for some benzo's right about now, cuz i cant sleep worth shit now either, i wakeup every hour on the dot, like i open my eyes n its 6, then close em n open em again n its 7, its fucked up, i think i time warped the other night cuz i opened my eyes n it was like 630 n then i closed em n woke back up n it was 615, it was trippy
Sweet. I'll have to try a few of these guys when I get home later today. I figured they were just sleep aids like the other pills my doc gives me for anxiety. I think I might pass on the shots though... 3 or 4 shots would get me pretty messed up on my own and it's hard enough for me to stay awake!
when u say parachute em you mean smoke em like buds? from the thingy that u like pull the baggy out of the inside of a bottle with? or would u suggest sniffing them? ive never sniffed anything or taken any pills at all of anykind, does it burn? and would 1-2 be safe, im very small (130 pounds). i also have no clue if there extra strength or not.
that makes more sense i thouth he meant like doing chutes with weed for a second, o well i tried 2 of my dads and i must say i feel incredibly relaxed, its been a goo 40 mins ide say sisnse i snorted em.
it kinda shocks me to see people all ready to go out and take pills after negligent described how bad his withdrawal was.yeah he did 40-100 pills a day but still im sure if you werent used to pills you could probably mess yourself up on a lot less than that.anyways, hang in there man... its always darkest before dawn.i think thats the saying.damn im high
No shit dude.. and I got tons of bad rep for telling it like it is in this dudes last thread but it's truth. GET OFF THE FUCKING PILLS and until ya do stop bitching to stoners who repeatedly tell you to lay off the pills. If you don't want to listen to reason then why should anyone feel sorry for you?
good of you to try negligent. it's probly not easy. ur in my thoughts, i'm sending u energy to help u through this. lots of it! don't be a stranger, pm me if u feel outta sorts or want/need someone to talk to. i'd be happy to help ya out
If you were shooting this my way...yeah I take vikes pretty much anything codine based cuz it's a nice relaxing pain aid when used with the vaporizer. Thats one thing but to crave getting fucked up enough to down bottles of robo laden with dxm..makeup stories about pulling a gun of some sort on cops/ect..yeah thats when the pills need to be cut along with everything else. Thats the type of person thats typecast as a usual pothead/drug user. It's bullshit most of the time but it only takes one stupid headline.
wow dude, i didnt really get any flashes all day today and then i swallowed some sleepin pills so i can sleep peacefully without wakin up every hour and then 2 minutes later WAM!! i got the craziest fuckin flashes ever, they were so intense that they actually made my vision shift so everything stretched diagnolly to the down and left, n i got like 3 of em in a row... damn... it cant be from the sleeping pills cuz i only took em 2 minutes before i got em... sometimes i think that this shit isnt even withdrawl and that maybe all the dex made me go crazy and the flashes r just some kind of alter personality trying to come out or somethin, i hope its jus withdrawl though cuz it would suck to be schizo or have multiple personality disorder... the reason i'm thinkin this is cuz i've read about olney's lesions and it says that heavy dissociative use can cause a type of schizophrenia... could negligent be gettin even more insane than he already is? i dont know and neither does he.... haha thats how my ass is gonna be talkin if i go crazy, damn i need to call my boy up n get some xanax off him to take in a non abusive manner to try n control this shit oh and to the above post... dont worry man, if i make headlines i'll make sure to tell em that weed is the only thing i did that didnt make me act a fool and go crazy and that it was 100% robitussin n other shit.... cuz i never want nobody thinkin i'm the way i am cuz of weed, weed makes me act like a normal human being actually