well here it is. he's out again. i knew it. i just knew it. he came home about 9 last nite. he said he had a few beer. he wasn't drunk but yeah whatever.so i am packing his stuff and he's out. i'm just not sure if i'm goin overboard here or not. i think i am then i think no fuckin way first it's 5 beer then 5 more then 10 and it'll just escalate right? everything was goin the way it was supposed to go. and now this. he actually came home and thought i wouldn't be upset? am i doin the right thing. i feel like i'm bein harsh yet i shouldn't have to be worrying like this. i went to see my doc and she said i shouldn't be goin to work. i've barely eaten in a week. i get sick to my stomache. headaches. what a gong show.