Jus got pissed off and just started writin everything in me down real quick. U aint gotta read it or comment. Just had to put this sumwhere. I cant be explain it My life keeps fadin wit it Every fuckin day for the last 9 years bullshit thru the window n I cant see clear I tried it all. Tried to calm down Wit every step I take its another year Lock Down First you lose support from yur family N then ur friends cuzz If u aint got money then they aint friendly I always think back 2 the fucked up childhood past Almost 20 years gone, 70 knives in my back N all I'm tryin to do is kick back n watch my money stack But na All I wanna do now is see my life go black Cuzz I cant go back, I cant rewind time All my decisions were for me its the end of the line Never a smile on my face but I'll tell u I'm fine Push my last button n u'll watch this grown man die