I have a pretty good life. But for some reason I'm never happy, at least for long. I go to a good college, I have a lot of friends, I've got money, and I smoke weed on occasion. I just got a new girlfriend, she's beautiful and I like her a lot and she likes me too. In other words, I should be happy. There's no reason why I should be depressed, but I am. Whenever things are going my way, I can't help but remembering what a shitty place the world is. There's a lot of war and poverty and disease, and even in places where everything seems to be okay, like here, no one is any more happy. The depressing thing is that I'm at the top of my game right now. My life isn't going to get any better, chances are it will get worse with age. Sometimes I just want to end it all. Why do I feel like this? edit: Just found out my gf tokes. WOOP WOOP!