trying to live my life completely free

Discussion in 'Real Life Stories' started by solarsinsemilla, Dec 7, 2002.

  1. just sitting here listening to phish, thinking how pointless everything is, the only thing i can ever think about now is the future, the present is way too fucked up for me, with all my problems the only thing keeping me here is pot, that i have enough to smoke to forget about my problems. i know thats not the healthiest solution but i cannot deal with reality, drugs are the least of my problems. I've been drawing plans for the house i want to live in, its beatiful, its a cabin in the country i havent decided which state yet but it will have alot of property. There will be one big cabin and a smaller one when you first come onto the property. The big one will be almost in a U shape, and have a main living room, kitchen, indoor hydroponics setup, indoor organic set up, the bed room will be very big and have a tall ceiling. On the wall there will be a ladder goin up to a loft that will have a bed up there and plants growing around that bed just a few. In the main bedroom there will be a skylight over the bed. In the U area there will be a small field of Shaman plants. Then there will be another small crop some where. There will be a shed for drying, and another shed for breeding males and what not. There will be a garage for a car or 2. Then in the backwoods, once my crops are growing and i have enough pot to smoke, when i start gettin bored i will be building a maze throughout the woods. The first cabin will be like a guest area so they dont see my plants and will have a killen and a studio for glass blowing. I've drawn out the floor plans for all of this its all i can do to help forget whats happening. Sorry for the long read and not much of a point but i'm sober and bored and had to do something
  2. sounds like a good plan man, where the fuck is my room? ahahah
  3. you can stay in the guest cabin, with all my glass bongs i'll be blowing. i sorta want to have a gun collection not for killing but just to shoot stuff and it feels cool to carry a big gun. yes i'm insecure
  4. badass man, i was talkin to my dad the other day about what im acdtualy gettin from him.. i get all my dads stock and shit in texas wings (hooters). and he was sayin how he didnt give a shit what i did with it..sell it..keep it.. etc. how i could do whatever i wanted for a living but his job was always open to me also....which is awesome.
  5. that sounds pretty cool man. i only wish i could plan out shit like that.

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