So around spring or summer of 2013 i decided to leave grasscity,temporarily,with a wondering eye full of drunken antics. i got tasored and lit my hair on fire and then i finally had enough,somedays it was just like,, a rum bath and endless beers. i tryed to become more spiritually intune with nature,but i had enough of the stress.What stress? you may ask? The stress of living. i found god,and i gave up smoking.only to pick up smoking shortly after that.i know what youre thinking,and im just a thrill seeker on a death ride called life. What i want to know from you is,how has the past year been for you? a rollercoster? any ups and downs you feel are worthy of mentioning?well go right ahead and spill your guts on the subject
i wanted to kill myself for a while and almost did, still think about it but have accepted that it is not yet doable other than that, just a-ok