We were so close man. I thought after all this time it would be easier but im still so sad. I want to cry and no one understands why except for our brothers. I called Billy and Thomas today and told them that while we dont live in the same city anymore, i still miss them very much and cannot wait to see them. I told them about how i was thinking of you and how we used to all be like brothers. I mean hell, i have known Thomas and Billy for 22 years and we knew you for 16. "All that i know is that i hope that you know that we are all doing fine." Sorry guys, losing a lifelong friend is so hard. Here's to the people that you love and love you! [ame]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cElYkBCY5-I[/ame]