I am tired of all the pain that the cocaine, heroin, and oxy contin has caused to the people around me. I cannot get through the day any more without using at least an 8 ball of coke. The drugs have ran my life for the past year. I will do anything to get the drugs I want and need. The withdraws fucking suck and and the hurt in my family and friends eyes is even worse. Im tired of the glass roses they sale at gas stations that only have one use; to smoke crack cocaine. Im tired of the medical companies like oxy contin that know people become addicted to their pills but still sale them and make millions of dollars and cause countless overdoses. I am not blaming anyone for my addiction, I know it is totally my fought. If this post serves any purpose, if you are thinking about experimenting with any drug like cocaine, dont risk it, period. I had sports scholarships lined up to go to any university in the country and now those are long gone. Sorry for the ranting on my first post.