Ah, kindness! What a simple way to tell another struggling soul that there is love to be found in this world. Sent from my 5007Z using Grasscity Forum mobile app
Two inches of snow and a high of 5 degrees in Louisville KY today. It's going to be an indoor get high day today.
California dreaming on such a winter's day! That song is playing now. I used to hear it and want to go to California. These days with things as they are, I'm glad to be in chilly Philadelphia in a nice warm house with lots of weed! Always room for growth, change and perspective.
I'm in my home with 5 women. I lock myself in the bedroom. They'll go home in about 2 hours. I get dinner out of the deal.
Purple Weed all in my brain!!! That, plus going to cosmology school once the red tape is crossed, has me hopeful for a brand new day. Gonna be 56 at the end of this month and since turning 50 I was, until recently, like a zombie who was watching life that could never be lived again. Something snapped in 2022 and I got sick of dying and decided to do some living instead. Hey! Still a lot of years in this old lady yet!
You sittin' in the dark Got the chills Swear to God that this time you'll take every single pill Your so tired of the world and the way it makes you feel That you'd rather disappear Then live long enough to be killed By the broken hearts and extra shifts to pay for rent and bills This is not the way you pictured it to tired to rebuild You hope they understand that you ain't hurtin' anymore And you'd never take a life that isn't yours You no longer talk to your Dad Friends have put knives in your back Screwed up then you relapsed No money saved in the bank I understand why you want to leave early But you ain't gotta' be in a hurry No No Stand your ground We all go through hell You can't leave now We still need your help When you don't want to stay You want to say good-bye Remember the hardest day Can have the greatest night When you don't have the strength to survive All you gotta do is stay to save a life You sittin' on the floor Clenching fists, got a razor blade You swear to God that you goin' to cut your wrist You so tired of the ways That the world makes you feel like shit You'd rather disappear today Then still continue to exist All the lonely days the same mistakes The old toxic relationships You overweight, your soul in pain You just can't take the weight of it You hope they understand that you ain't hurtin' anymore And you'd never take a life that isn't yours You lost someone that you love You got fired from your job You failed and you screwed it up Got cheated on, did some drugs I understand why you want to leave early But you ain't gotta' be in a hurry No No Stand your ground We all go through hell You can't leave now We still need your help When you don't want to stay You want to say good-bye Remember the hardest day Can have the greatest night When you don't have the strength to survive All you gotta do is stay to save a life You can scream at the top of your lungs You can stay up all night With you friends getting drunk Play your music real loud Start a fight and throw a punch But you just can't go You can yell at the sky You can curse, you can run You can cry all night with your friends in the club You could sleep all day You can do something dumb But you just can't go When you don't want to stay You want to say good-bye Remember the hardest day Can have the greatest night When you don't have the strength to survive All you gotta do is stay to save a life Sent from my motorola one 5G ace using Grasscity Forum mobile app
Bottom of the ninth, up against the odds Runnin' out of time, only got one shot When it's really do-or-die, when your back's against the wall When you fightin' for your life, do you believe in you or not? I'm a believer, I believe I'm a believer, I believe Second-guessin' every breath, I'm full of questions Past is full of cigarettes, alcohol and depression Therapists and all the different pills can get expensive All this bottled up aggression, I'm too old to get arrested Almost died tryna get here, got high through my best years Got sober, then I relapsed, then I cleaned up, got my head clear Sometimes it feels like there ain't shit to believe in But I believe that we're all here for a reason, yeah You don't think you're a fighter, but I know you are And you are a liar if you say you aren't You don't think that you're worth it, but I think you are And I think you're perfect the way that you are Tired from the pressure I put on myself for years Tired from my twenties, the whiskey bottles and beers Tired of smilin' while I've been holdin' back tears But I believe I can do it, so I'm here I'm a believer, I believe I'm a believer, I believe I've been told I have a death wish, no one's interested Cold and too aggressive, close to hypertension I'm broken from the pressure, explosive with my temper I'm sober, but I'm stressin' and hopin' it gets better Am I fallin' off? Should I give it up or put it all on pause? Let go of this dream so I can visit home and talk to Mom? Maybe all I need's another Instagram post With a quote about believin' in yourself when you're low You don't think you're a fighter, but I know you are And you are a liar if you say you aren't You don't think that you're worth it, but I think you are And I think you're perfect the way that you are Maybe I'm weaker, and I know I've lost before But I'm a believer, nothin' is impossible I'm a believer, I believe I'm a believer, I believe You don't think you're a fighter, but I know you are And you are a liar if you say you aren't You don't think that you're worth it, but I think you are And I think you're perfect the way that you are Sent from my motorola one 5G ace using Grasscity Forum mobile app
Remember life is gonna be hard but having good people around will make it easier. I love people I might not like some of their actions but overall I'm a lover not a fighter.
I like taking everything someone insulted me about all my life and celebrating it by doing it anyway! Just bc why not? If I wanna cuss and holla, I will, unless there's kids around. I'll wear whatever I want, do what I want. It's a great day when you stop apologizing and start living!
No. Credit goes to Tom Macdonald. The song is called fighter. He also does one called scars and another called names. They are both along the same lines and very good as well. Another to check out is In God we trust Sent from my motorola one 5G ace using Grasscity Forum mobile app