The struggle is Real

Guys, I just want to share my story.

I currently have $3 dollars to my name. I used all money to move to the beach and here Iam. For the past week I stayed in a decent hotel that gave me a nice break.
Im currently job hunting, and I dont care what it is. Im chasing a dream. I need about $1,000 to start my own business and never look back.
I have vowed to never be someones employee again. But first I need that money.
Everything is ready. My idea. The groundwork, the product, I have everything ready. I just need the money.

But I'm sincerely alone in this world. No fam, no friends, nada.
So, since I been here I started looking for a place to stay. I found a guy who's willing to rent me a room for 20 bucks a week. The downside, it has no window. Theres a blanket on the frame currently. But its a block from the beach. The guy is a musician and says that in the room next to the one he wants to rent, a reporter lives there. An advocate for the legalization of marijuana. She wasnt there when I went to look at the place.

Anyway, the stress is killing me. Im one disillusion away from a nervous breakdown. I left everything behind to try and chase a dream. But the shit is looking dark.
Sometimes I feel that I should just call my parents and go back home. With my tail between my legs. But I refuse. I have to come back home with something in my hand.
So I'm just hanging in there. The struggle. Its so real. I hope that if u read this you can say a small prayer for me. All I need is one opportunity, one break. Something, anything. And I believe collective prayer can help.
Im not waiting for a miracle or a hand out. I just need to meet the right people. And you wont believe the thousands I have met. Literally, thousands of people during my journey. And the saddest part is that I have yet to meet one that is chasing a dream, like myself. No one cares and no one wants to be part of the struggle. But I trust in God that I will make it. (Thats when everyone I have asked for help will come around).
Pray for me

 

Thanks guys for the love, seriously.

Aside from all the negative folks, there are always positive people around.
Thank you

 

Nah, Im not worried about anything.

Im just saying that this shit is real. Im in a hotel room living off saltine crackers and bbq sauce.
All im saying is that chasing a dream is a struggle, and sometimes it gets so dark you cant see any light.
Im not afraid of anything or shit hitting the fan. I was simply asking for a collective prayer. I need to meet the right people. Thats all.

 

Thanks man. When I set out on the journey, I had no idea what was in store. In a weird way, Im enjoying every minute of it just because Im doing what I said I would do. Thanks for the prayer

Ahh, thats awesome.
I have met a thousand and one girls in the past 3yrs and all of them only want part in the success, nver understand the struggle.
Thanks for ur understanding, i hope you are chasing ur dreams also : )

 

I would. Except im on my broken iphone 3gs, its 5yrs old with a cracked screen and a non working speaker. And on the hotel's wifi.
Im thinking of going out tomorrow to look at some waiter jobs. Gotta hustle

 

Thanks. Looking forward to those days. "MADE IN CHINA" labels on the products that should make me rich.

 

My dream is to own my own business.
I want to sell a product, but Im going to produce it myself. No middle men.
Hopefully, if all goes well, i can turn a 600% profit on it. I just need the start up money. When I get that, its on like donkey kong

 

Thank you. I really need that. Thank you.

 

Sure wont. Which is why I am also resolved to not buy weed again.
The few times I have smoked recently have been from hook ups and lucky chances that people have bummed me some bud.
My smoking will wait until I grow my own.