Am I the only grower who sacrifices personal relationships in the name of safety and security? I've been a grower for a loooong time to supplement my income, in my early years of growing, I had some close calls with phyco ex-g/f's and learned relationships are just not worth the risks. it's been almost 8 years since I really dated anyone, and trying to find an attractive stoner chick near my age is next to impossible. let alone a woman that can be trusted. I have a large circle of friends and am involved with many activities. in fact, I actually know a lot of single attractive women. but, they all walk the straight line. and enjoy FWB's with some of them (a man has his needs) So am I the only one who fore goes any type of relationship in the name of security? being single kinda sucks, but at least I am living free, and don't have to worry about getting busted. but it has been wearing down on me as I get older, and feel an important part of my life is slipping by.