I had about a 2 week binge when i got some crazy indica and experienced my first insane paranoia and fear..i looked into a bunch of mayan videos and websites that were fucking insane..then i got into the whole doomsday thing and got super scared lol...ive calmed down a lil but i still think some of that stuff is insane..how their calander is perfect and actually 1/1000 of a day more accurate than the calander we are on..and the I ching and stuff its too much to explain so check it out..there are good arguments that its true yet good arguements its fake...i jus think its interesting..o and i smoked bong after bong after bong until the 3/4 ounce was gone..dont do that if ur gonna read all that stuff lol its nuts...actually do that..it was a life changing 2 weeks
Lol. watch a discovery come up. "Dear diary. Today our calender-writers went on strike. The gods weren't supplying them with the right type of ink- they were cheap. It bled everywhere and just turned into a mess. They decided to not write the calenders anymore under these conditions. Instead! A new breed of writers emerged and are making calenders on pocket-sized water-soluble paper. No good reason why this is a good idea except for the fact that there's cute kittens on the front" okay. idk.
ive been going through the same shit. i saw zeitgeist which lead to another thing eventually taking me to 2012, i even planned a couple things out (a basic outline) and started looking at maps and finding the best place to restart, now im on intervention theory...i feel like i learned more important stuf in the last month than the rest of my life.