I’m lonely because I feel like besides my spouse I talk to or engage with no one. Of course people at work and shit, but Talking to one person all the time has gotten a bit boring for me...
I never knew this thread was here. Or maybe i did and forgot or I wouldn't have gotten a notificaiton. Lonliness sucks. I wish I could make a relationship last.
I've had a few relationships; they all 'came and went'. I've, generally, felt lonely in between. This time I lost my mate of... forty years; it's a whole 'nother level of lonely.
I don't fuckin know anymore. Maybe I'm too old fashioned... But... Since when does "I love you" mean anything less than "sure, fuck anyone"
Idk I put up a tough front. But I'm really sensitive. You spend your whole life getting hurt. Over and over... And you develop coping mechanisms... To deal with all the fucking bullshit relentlessly poured upon you, so that you don't drown. So that you can live. In this world. And then it's those walls, those barriers that keep you safe... That is your undoing. They think you're safe, you think you're vulnerable. Eventually they walk away. And you suffocate.
Just moved to a new state... well back to my old state.. moved back to Kansas after living in NC for 5 years... shits just not the same. No longer have any friends down here really. Missing my friends in NC. On the bright side my tinder is blowing up down here. Which never happened in NC.. lol Kansas woman seem to find me more attractive. But Idk just feeling down. Left work early today and probably could of stayed. Just was feeling sick and weak. Probably should of toughed it out. Any ways I’m stoned so ima stop rambilng. Hope all is well !
All I got is the wife n pups and I’m good most of the time but, I wish we had another couple to hang with a few times a month.
I've created and caused most of the situations that leave me lonely. Not sure if knowing that makes it worse, but, it is what it is.
I'm lonely and I am super heartbroken. I am empty inside my heart is just providing me blood so I don't die.
I learned to be alone and like it. The thought of someone being with me may be comforting at times but, it seems to not be something I'm capable of finding. I don't think being alone is as bad as some people make it out to be. Budgeting money is eaiser, doing whatever you want is eaiser, making meals is eaiser. If your a dude you can leave the toilet seat up. You can watch whatever you want on Netflix or hulu. Really nothing stops you.
Idk if its because I'm older, or just more jaded, but that initial heartbreak faded pretty fast. At the end of the day, I can't stand her family. It was all pointless from the start. I'm gonna miss those titties though... *sigh* Still can't shake the feeling that I'm too damaged to be good for anyone. I don't wanna have to tinder again
I don't wanna ask out another person. The possibility of rejection is too much. I'm a mental pussy I can't take mental pain or even accept it sometimes. I just wish it was easier like everyone else does. I'm tired of being "challenged". Motherfucker I'm soically challenged there's enough challenges for me already. I'm an idiot when it even comes to social situations. I can't figure out when to say hello, when to say bye, when to listen, when I'm supposed to talk ect. I can't sit still, I have to stem to function. Shits fucking madness. No way anyone's being with that.
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