I'm a fucking pussy. I let people walk all over me, use me, fuck me over and I never do anything about it. I'm too forgiving.
I'm so fat that I don't know what me penis looks like. Just kidding. But I occasionally like to look at naked women.
I've never had like a real girlfriend before, not because I can't get one or any bullshit like that, but because I really just can't stand talking to girls about how their day was or what happened to them the other day or any petty small talk like that. I really just can't even pretend to give two shits about it. I'm still kinda young (18) and in my senior year of high school, and I really couldn't even pick out 1 girl that I can tolerate spending a decent amount of time with. I feel like a conceited asshole but its the damn truth, I really dont give a fuck about their personal lives and its almost torture for me to have to sit there and listen to it. It sucks because Im about to go to college and I have zero relationship experience, hopefully the right girl is out there that I enjoy being around while being myself at the same time, cause so far, I haven't met her.
God, where do I start: -I've jacked off at a Lake with others watching -I lost my virginity at 15 -I made a girl bleed once (during sex) -I've always wanted to f*ck a Japanese girl -The first porn I ever watched was Hentai, and it was when I was 8 -I banged one of my teachers later in life -I've put panties on -I got my d*ck sucked on a trip to China -I had anal sex with my highschool girlfriend -I write graffiti -I'm a fan of boobs -I love comics + anime -I like p0rn
lol i feel ya. just wait til they grow the fuck up man. pple like us arent down for the middle school mentality that so many girls in high school posses. all the smart artistic girls that actually have a real identity are usually sluts or lesbos. i mean im cool with alot of chill girls but like i said their usually freaks and end up fucking you over naturally.. i hope college is better
no more lives will be taken to keep my secret anymore..... I...am the DARK KNIGHT i know, total surprise right?
ok that was a joke but the real confession.... i would like to live my life like hunter s. thompson did his. i know its fucked up to want all the shit he had, problems like addiction. but i feel like he somehow had it under control, but at the same time was clearly out of it. ive read a lot of his literature and im really really interested in the way he thinks. its mind boggling to me, so intriguing i want to live like he did. every aspect.
Well, I realized my old name was actually my name so I had to change it for this... but here we go. Note - i'm 20. I've had sex with probably 15 hookers, I probably have an STD but I am wayyy to fucking scared to get tested. I'm obsessed with my ex-fiancee and no matter how hard I try I can't get over her. I have no real friends. I am fine with having no real friends, I hate pretty much everyone. I've had sex with probably 5 girls in my church at separate times, all girls I met while I was in the youth band. My GPA in college is sub 1, so now I want to be a cop. I have a huge problem with spending money, my rent is due in 6 days and I am completely broke, i've never been this close before.. I'm not sure what is going to happen. 3 of the hookers i've been with have been transexuals. I fucked this bitch on my ex-fiancees moms bed while we were still together. I am never happy. Feels good to get some of that shit out.
I'm about to eat a 2 gram marijuana brownie, smoke a j and then go to Christmas morning at my parents. w00t
I didn't speak during my father's funeral when given the opportunity I've had genital warts and had sex with several women (protected most of the time) and I'm extremely scared people will find out I have it, but I deserve for it to come back to me. I've received oral sex from one of my good highschool, and now college friend's really close ex girlfriend on two separate occasions. I've had an alcoholic drink literally almost every day since my freshman year in college and I'm now a junior I cant sleep without being intoxicated or high in some fashion I've transferred colleges a few times and burn bridges along the way with good friends and I feel alone. I don't know if I'll ever graduate or what I'll do with my life
Well, just opened presents and stuff from everyone back home and I got about 275 cash, so I can afford to pay this months rent but other than that I got nothing for Christmas.. kinda sucks.
This thread resumes the misery of humankind... I'd like to just give a shout out to everyone who posted, many of us are living great lives and are blessed by whatever (call it God, Luck etc.), it's possible to make life good, even when shit keeps hitting you at 150 miles an hour. I'd also like to say that even when people have great lives, we all have some shameful secret or regret, some are small and others are big... I wish I could just take everyone from this thread, gather them in a circle, light a big Joint, and pass it around, One Love, Elend.
Speaking of this my confession is ive thought about going all vigilante and killing known rapists for a living well not a living but you get it i had it all planned out, i have never been raped, they are just the 2nd to worst kind of scum of the face of this evil ball we call a planet (the first being child molestors)
forgive me father for i have sinned because i dont give a shit what u or any christian thinks about me no but seriously. deep down i wish my grandpa would die he has altzihmers but other than that is prefectly healthy but he is driving my mom crazy, she refuses to put him in a home when he falls asleep in the living room sometimes i get disappointed when he wakes up... :'(
i robbed a guy at gun point two days ago im also bi sexual and cant tell anyone ive jacked of to the thought of my best male friend once
i cant stop having sex, i've had sex with three guys within two hours of meeting them and i dont feel anything about it. i have had sex with two different guys in row just taking turns with me. i really cant stop fucking people i should feel ashamed but i dont i just feel numb. and i just dont have respect for my body. im that "girl that will sleep anyone" at the parties. i just dont give a shit anymore. its like im here in body but not mind.