The Beginning of the End

Well, GC, there you have it. What I knew was the inevitable from day one, has finally caught up with me. It is time for me to challenge myself to do the right thing. I am going to change my life around, and get back on the right track. I have hurt to many for to long to continue on.

I am a 18 year old who has abused weed just as badly as the next guy. Smoking weed has been my entire life for over a year now, and has come before pretty much everything in my life, including my family and social life (to some extent, however I barely hang with anyone who doesnt smoke daily). I had fun at first, but its getting out of hand. I knew it was time to change when I realized my highs were almost not as clean anymore. They seemed less fun and enjoyable, almost more like a fix, although I still definitiyl smoke only by choice. Anyway, I don't need to explain myself, most of you know exactly what I'm talking about, while some can even relate.

I plan to use the new years as an excuse for a resolution, and thus have began my journey. I have searched GC for the perfect answer to my problems, but could not find exactly what would work for me. Most solutions were still to broad (as I know I will look for every little loophole to smoke, even if I know I shouldn't be). Today I believe I have discovered the solution. It is extremely simple, yet seems so perfect.
For the rest of my senior year I am only going to smoke on weekends.
This will hopefully get my life back on track, as it will not interfere with job, family or school work at all, or at least much less.

I chose this rather than completely quitting because I know smoking doesn't lead to failure, and you can easily be very successful while getting high. It's those, like myself, that abuse weed and let it get out of hand. Those are the ones who have problems in life. Smoking only on weekends will make me just like every other teen. We smoke and enjoy it when we can, and don't let it get in the way.

Sorry for the long post, and most likely dragging on this simple task. But to me it is a huge deal and one of the greatest steps I have taken in a long time, and I know it will not be easy.

I don't have a specific question or comment for you to respond to, just wanted to post it up. Feel free to comment or whatever.
I may post how its going along the way depending on how bored I get from not smoking

hopefully i stay strong and really see how to enjoy life and make it that much better with the mary jane.

edit: actaully i haven't looked into how smoking on weekends is going to work out, so anyone only smoke on weekends, wanna share how thats working out? thanks