Tales of a newbie!

It takes very little time to catch the first effects of the high, for me its always the tinglyness, amplaphied only by some type of magical sounds sending me spiraling farther into a trip. For the first time I went farther and closer into a absolute higher then high experence. Where I rambled on about non existant conversations I had in my head but no one listening around me knew anything about. Much of the amazing high was devoted to pure anxiety, where I could feel my heartbeating, no saw, It was almost as though I watched myself under the skin, ever pump, every huge joalt. I take a huge hit, and Im away, Im shouting out random wow, wow, wow's. Im higher and happyer then I had ever been before. With each toke I felt my heart burn. But with another, all pain vanished untill, the next hit. I see ripples everywhere, weird ripples, or do I, at the time I say I do and I almost do, I imagine them but now Im not so sure. Possibly it was brought on by the tingling in all my painful areas, from a sweet blast of, "lucys in the sky with diamonds." Before you know it you find that all fear has left you and you simply break into fun, laughter, no not tons, my first time, now thats where the laughter came, but na the third time is the key. Third time is when you really get hit. I feel closer to god then I have ever felt before, or rather when I do feel. Most of my time is consumed by the viewing of constant redundent things taking place, such as a hit of a drum, or just a single word. I come back to reality and too my true brain for short spurts of time, these times are the only times I feel whats left of my anxiety. I just want to be done with that. Im swept away on a magic carpet ride where I suddenly am prompted with a question. Who are you? lol one of the hardest questions to answer Ive ever faced. Either I completely forgot the question, or I just simply didnt know the answer. I dont loose my self in these moments, I dont seem to be searching, why search when you dont care, you dont care about pressure, about time, about events, or apperence. Just revealing this story puts me back there. No need for the canabis that I love to put me back in my lovely dreams. No just the mear thought of it. I find I can loose my self the same way in the same music. Without the help of the pot. However Ive been high for a week now. So how would I know if Im not high, I dont feel high but I very much still feel my heart. Ive felt it for days, and I know my beloved canabis is still there. Lost in good trips, and complete disregard for controle, I feel now I must ask myself one thing, how high is high. I now see why people long to get so high, and why the struggle of man to get higher then the time before just gives them one last trip to live. People say weed is evil, Ive never felt more alive, or closer to the movement, the vibrations, and the sure knollage. Its what man has seeked for 1000's of years but only glimps in such ways. You give me weed, I give you insperation.

 

Its not so much you see what I descriped, its what you think you saw, its what I think I saw, but I know I didnt, because I saw it quickly, and it was gone. But the quick glimps gave me such high emotions, that I wanted to cry because I was so happy. Thats in my opinion the peak of the high lol. But you need to try to get into that type of high usually, if you just sit somewhere for hours listening to a song and stare at some colorful moving object you will see crap lol. Your on a trip rising up and down on the wings of the music. But I suggest lucys in the sky with diamonds lol. Wow thats a freaky trip but its so fun. You also must remember its now my 6th time smoking, so I couldnt be called a stonner. But on my third which I had like a week ago, thats what I felt. 1 and 2, I felt happy, just like I did on my third but all I did was laugh, I didnt zone into any one thing, nor did I get tunnel vision. None of that lol, But alot of people dont get very high on there first or second. But the major thing that really weirded me out, It was so easy to talk, and rambol on about thoughts I had in my head, wheather it was about pot, or some random vision I just happened to catch a glimps of. Most people didnt understand all they did was laugh. And of cource I went into the weird voices, that I cant even explain. By far it was the best trip Ive ever faced. And it changed my world forever.