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Taking small steps to get over my fear.

Discussion in 'Apprentice Marijuana Consumption' started by pentigram, Sep 17, 2011.

  1. #1 pentigram, Sep 17, 2011
    Well, if you read one of my threads about how I was paranoid about getting 'high' because of a past incident (due to a new dealer lacing my stuff) I have made progress getting over my fear. One baby step at a time.

    Today I ordered a small $10 bag from someone that I've known for a long time. It's been almost 6-7 years (maybe more) since I've smoked and right now I light the bud (unwrapped) and inhale the smoke coming from the bud. It gives me a small buzz. This is enough to get me the feeling, but not ingulf me all in one go. The first time I done it (restarted) I almost had a panic attack due to past fear, but I talked myself out of it and took my panic med, (Clonzapam) and now im fine

    It's this forum that I must thank. Just small words from another user has really helped me out. One baby step at a time, and I'll be back to my old self


    :yay::yay::yay:
     
  2. #2 A87, Sep 17, 2011
    hell yeah bro, keep it up

    soon you'll be getting faded like snoop dogg
     
  3. #3 SativaSmoker420, Sep 17, 2011
    dude you need to utilize the perks of smoking weed...relaxing.
     
  4. #4 Kobe4MVP420, Sep 17, 2011
    Glad to hear your getting back into the game, and not having to worry bout a damn thing
     
  5. #5 pentigram, Sep 17, 2011
    Yeah right now I got a pipe, but I don't want to use it yet. Maybe a little overkill for just starting back.
     
  6. #6 EnergySausage, Sep 17, 2011
    Good to hear man. What was your dealer lacing it with though if you don't mind me asking?
     
  7. #7 pentigram, Sep 17, 2011
    I believe it was pcp. When I smoked it my whole neck went completly numb. I couldn't feel myself swallow. I had smoked for years upon years before that incident went down, and I had even smoked the very high end stuff, but this was nothing like any of it. I burnt my neck all the way down to my chest. Just pure numbness.
     
  8. #8 Storm Crow, Sep 17, 2011
    Welcome back, hon!
     
  9. #9 Arckaic, Sep 17, 2011
    Nice man,

    you should smoke a little out of a bong before the pipe, just do you can better judge how much smoke you're getting
     
  10. #10 ElectricRainbow, Sep 17, 2011
    Yeah when I stopped smoking for a year I just thought of the euphoria it gave me and then I have a good high :D
     
  11. #11 pentigram, Sep 17, 2011

    Thank you so much. I just took an inhale (lighting the bud, and inhaling the smoke off it) and I got a little shakey, but once again nothing too bad (as far as panic attacks go). I know that if I got a question I can always count on my brothers, and sisters on this site. Once again thanks everyone!
     
  12. #12 dembonez, Sep 17, 2011
    I'm at a night club and all I wanna do is smoke a bowl lol <3 GC


    But seriously man take it slow go at your own pace don't listen to people trying to rush you because you will never get over your fear that way but that's all it is fear and you can and will overcome it
     
  13. #13 pentigram, Sep 17, 2011

    Dude thank you so much for the kind words. It helps a lot more than you think. :cool:
     
  14. #14 Laith, Sep 17, 2011
    Sorry to hear that OP. Glad you're getting over your fears :). Weed's a great thing, but sometimes the people you have to meet to get it.. just ugh.
     
  15. #15 dembonez, Sep 17, 2011
    [quote name='"pentigram"']

    Dude thank you so much for the kind words. It helps a lot more than you think. :cool:[/quote]

    Glad I could help! Just keep a positive attitude!
     
  16. #16 DevinLong, Sep 17, 2011
    I would think pcp would do more than make your neck numb..
     

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