sup all

Hazed in the house!

How you all doin? I just got out of prison - just about got caught w/oxycontin but im smooth, so just spent 4 nights in the slammer and im out with no charges

I spent a few months clean, then starting doing oxycontin like its candy (250mg a day) just got outta jail and past the withdrawals so im clean for now.

My connects grow as time does, Ive got it all , seen it all, done it all , its a great life. Just checkin in with my old friends, might post again for we'll see how long!

 

damn where you all at?
this place dead or what

 

She dumped me cause I wouldnt front her anymore roxies. She was at $500 and counting in debt and I was like if you cant afford your drugs maybe you shouldnt be doin them? She got mad and left, after going out for 2 fucking years.

Anyways thats why i went to jail, just didnt care for awhile, but whatever man im out and movin on, lifes shitty sober as fuck though. My brain keeps comparing these normal days to days on oxy lol.

 

haha yeah I got her parents too


hahah paid her dope bill, thats always got me laughing.


I made up a list of shit like mp3 player etc etc that i bought for her and im like either I want this back or the $ and they cut me a check.

I think they knew if they didnt pay me theyd have long strung out problems, flat tires, random incidents occuring for years to come.. so they just did it so they dont have to deal w/me anymore. I wouldnt have it any other way!

 

Yeah ill stay for a week or so =)

 

Good question. Im not completely sure. Last time I went sober (I was just smoking alot, and testing diff candies but not solid on anything but weed) I wanted to stay sober to keep out of trouble but 4-5 mnths later I was like I cant take this sober lifestyle and got oxycontin and did it everyday for 4 mnths. Today ive been off for bout 15 days and shit im bored. I might try subxone or something to see if I can change my mindframe.

Right now this is how I think
"I'm not buzzed, this could be better."

 

Yeah.. its tough. Im resisting the urge to go pick up a 40mg oxycontin.. I bet ill end up gettin it.. but we'll see. Im trying to go out and do shit to keep my mind off it but now its fucking pouring out so.


My birthday was a few days ago and I was just straight depressed.. Like wow this is fucking stupid, Im not even drinking or anything and its my birthday.

 

Thanks bud. It was better for the long run.

She was a using , lieing fuckin hoe. Always out with guys who liked her, and they all knew if they made any moves Id fucking kill them but she still hung out with them...

no loss its cool, just feels like I took out the garbage.