I am one of the few people who hates summers. I'd rather be in school. All my friends are there, my freedom is there, the only downside is my girlfriend lives far away there and close here. When at my parent's house I am constantly bothered and nagged to get a job and fuck them I am trying. I am being turned down by places like Taco Bell and Jack in the Box. There are simply no jobs for someone cold calling. I don't think I can take 2 1/2 months of being treated like a high school dropout or having to deal with another summer of unemployment. I can't afford it and I'm running out of patience. I have not been this frustrated and depressed in my life. For fuck sakes I just got a 4.0 in all upper division classes, I shouldn't even be here. I should be pursuing my career or relaxing instead of dealing with employment during the worst time to get a job in 28 years. Fuck life, fuck timing, fuck George Bush and the rest of the faggots who got us into this mess. I just want out, I want to go back to Chico and I want to start pouring over my books again, smoking pot with my friends and hanging out at Bidwell Park. For the first time in 2 years I would say I am seriously unhappy, in fact I am downright miserable. Thank you for reading, it helps to get it out.