I dedicated 2 fucking years of my life to a faggot who throws it all away so he can be "single". Yo, fuck you buddy, I rock hard and I know it. I'm fucking beautiful, smart and have an awesome sense of humor. I love drugs and dancing, I hate drama and think it all can be solved with some singing. Who wouldn't want me? Hmmmmmmmm, ratards.... that's who. I made you lunch, i woke up 5:45 every fucking morning to make you coffee before work. I wrote you love notes to find while you were on your kayaking trips and smile about. I did your laundry, i made you dinner, i paddled your ass around in the canoe so you could relax and fish. May not seem like a big deal to you, but I'm not a fucking body builder. You're stupid and one day you'll realize it, but then it will be too late. I didn't tell you this, but I've had so many guys on my dick since they found out i was single. And by "so many" I don't mean 3 or 4.... i'm saying like fucking 20. I've turned every single one of them down, but no more am i going to let my love for you stop me from finding someone to appreciate me. Of course, i plan on being single for a while and livin' it up because i can, but when i find someone i hope you burn up inside with jealously knowing you just let someone like me go. By the way, if you think I'm going to stop hanging out with your friends you're delusional. They love me and, to be frank, they're all kinda sick of your new found attitude. I'd be lying if i said saying these things didn't kill me, but today you crossed a fucking line. You fucking used me. I had sex with you and you claimed to love me...... I'm disgusted with myself. It's cool, i can have loveless sex with so many other guys... better guys. Eat me you fucking idiot. (Basically, my boyfriend dumped me because after 2 years he decided he's not ready for a relationship) Sorry guys, i made this to vent. I figured everyone here deserved to know why I've been so fucking bitchy and distant. I do feel better. Commence e-hugging and words of encouragement... I need them so badly right now, you have no idea.