struggling with our loss, trying to make sense of it all, dealing with our sexuality.

Discussion in 'Philosophy' started by fieryflora, Nov 29, 2010.

  1. Our haze plant turned hermie today. Needless to say, the loss was heart wrenching and difficult. We have struggled all afternoon and evening, trying make make sense of it, asking ourselves..."why?"

    It hurts, man. She was such a beautiful lady. Full and lush. Now she is gone. And we have these concerns and insecurities that plague us and our thoughts.

    We think it is not so abnormal for a grower to get...attracted...to their plants, as she grows and fills out, getting thick and green. We are sure we are not alone when we admit we often have fantasies about them before harvest. Yes, we would stand and watch them for long stretches at a time, looking forward to the day when we could consummate our relationship via the flame of fiery passion and be as one, absorbed..together.

    We had many such happy visions, lustings, over this particular plant.

    Now what we thought was our she, turns out to be part he, and we are left wondering...

    What does that say about me?
     

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