It's Friday morning today. Anyway Monday I find out my Uncle is dying, like seriously dying, only a week or two left too live. He lives about a 2 hour drive away so my parents pack their things and head off. Since they're gone for the whole day I was like fuck it, I'll buy some and smoke in his name. I text my best mate ( also my full time dealer ) we'll call him Z and ask him if he's in and he says he can't sorry. I'm fine with that he's probably just with his girl. So I end up getting off my brother and shits all good, I smoke up with him. Parents get home, spend the rest of the night consoling my mum because she found out he may only have a day or two left. Fast forward to Tuesday. My parents go see him again, I go over to my mates, who also buys off Z. We're talking for a bit and I ask him where he got his weed from and he said he found it! I was like found a Q! and he was like yeah I was so lucky since Z is out of town.... I'm like out of town? Apparently Z went camping with all my other mates and no one told me...... I don't even care about the camping bit, I was way too busy with family matters but I just find it so inconsiderate my best mate and dealer didn't even tell me he would be out for a week and when I do text him I get a 3 word response. I don't know him thats just me but that's dog as fuck. I would notify the person I sell to the most I'll be out and/or won't be able to catch up because of camping. I do feel dogged by my other mates who didn't even say anything, and I always shout them rages and buy them beers and to top it off they had two spare seats and Im loaded with cash and im a dope guy why wouldn't you invite me. No I'm not butthurt I'm just pissed off, when I think I find a good group of mates they're dog cunts and I asked Z why I wasn't invited and he said "You should of asked" How the fuck am I suppose to ask if I have no idea you're fucking planning it. Fuck this shit, this always happens, I always attract crazy chicks and cunts for friends, I know it's over dramatic but it makes me want to end my life. If I'm going to spend the rest of my life by myself or either shouting cunts shit and getting nothing in return, no point in life if you can't receive happiness. So what's your view GC? New friends Or water under the bride I'm usually an easy going guy, I swear this always happens to me and only me, thats why I'm pissed. Update: Uncle passed on, R.I.P mate love you Ricky you were the dopest Aussie bloke around, this red tinny is for you mate.