Hey ya'll I smoked weed only a three or four times in my life. I usually smoked it with the same person, who is kind of an idiot (to be fair I am a very paranoid/meticulous person) Something I noticed is my paranoid tendencies tend to be amplified on weed and my heart rate feels like its going through the roof. I'm in pretty good cardiovascular health and overall shape. I think we smoked a sativa/NY Sour Diesel or whatever's available here in northern Jersey every single time. I am attracted to the weed culture and the prospect of it calming me down. I haven't tried any indica heavy strains and I am looking forward to it. I also feel like I could get to know myself better because of it...like I would feel best to smoke alone? Anyone feel like this? For the people who dealt with the same feelings, what strain and advice would you recommend, other than surrounding, environment, calming yourself down?