Starting indoor grow(:

Hi everyone i have read SO many things on these forums, guides and grow journals and all kinds of things. i have been on here for awhile just havent posted or started any forums!!
i have the perfect spot set up in my attic for growing and ill be posting threads about that later and hopefully soon a grow journal.
my only problem is i need seeds.
i was planning on just getting some bagseed from some good high mid or something that i smoked but, i would much rather get some of the high quality stuff you guys are always talking about no one around me has any of that kind of stuff.
So anyways back to the point, i have read plenty of all of your grow journals from various people and i spent my money on stuff i need to grow and id prefer not to have to spend 40 or 50 bucks on like 5 seeds.. i was wondering if it wouldnt be too much trouble to someone who lives around the tennessee area or any state not far to maybe mail me some seeds that came out of some of your bud? i mean if your just going to end up trashing them or whatever and dont mind putting em in an envelope i would REALLY appreciate it im growing in a fairly small place and im probably going to lst my plant. so if any of you have any good indoor growing seeds id love to hear from you,
you can email me at email removed and when you send them if you want i can maybe mail you like 20 dollars or something like that? ive been looking into white widow and things like that im really hoping to start growing something like that itd be amazing( thank you for your time
contact me if you dont mind helping me out

Can't come here expecting someone to give you seeds...we don't allow it..hope you understand.