I'm not sure how to start this or what I hope To get out of it. I can't sleep because these thoughts won't go away. I think I really like this girl. I've liked her for 3 or 4 years and I'm pretty sure likes/used to like me too. When ever there's a girl who I truly like, like this girl I can't talk to them and be myself. With girls I don't care about i am very funny and I can pick up a lot of girls but I just don't care about the ones who I can get to want to be with me. Also lately I feel like I'm not as funny. One of the things I pride myself on is being funny, creative, and a little different. I feel like I've lost it. It you read this thank you. It was probably confusing. It was just sort of stream of thought. As you could probably tell I'm a younger guy. I'm really anxious and just want to sleep so I can start a new day.