I get what you are saying but I don't. I feel big, because I am the Universe, its inside of me, and will always be. Knowing that I am a star child, makes me happy sometimes. [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9D05ej8u-gU]The Most Astounding Fact (Neil deGrasse Tyson) - YouTube[/ame]
I kinda know what your saying, op. It's like there's a world of people that are just like me, we share the same traits and our only difference is that some are more developed than others. And other times I start thinking that I'll never be what I dream of being, that I'll never achieve what I want through hard work alone and thinking that makes me feel like ending it all but thoughts like that are fleeting and are always followed by a surge of energy and inspiration. That energy makes me feel alive and therefore I welcome those moments when I feel like shit.
beat me too it I like this too: [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cRmbwczTC6E&feature=results_video&playnext=1&list=PLE9A89839829B2609]THE FEYNMAN SERIES (part 1) - Beauty - YouTube[/ame] and this: [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6w2M50_Xdk]Science Saved My Soul. - YouTube[/ame] not sure if they're entirely off topic but they're kind of about how the universe can make us seem small or unimportant but still beautiful
You are miniscule. Earth is too. So is our solar system. The Milky Way Galaxy is as well. We don't even know if our universe is miniscule in the presence of infinite other universes!