Hey, i have a strange experience quite often when i used to smoke. It's like when i didn't smoke for a long time, and suddenly one day when i take a puff, i get this feeling... I get this strange feeling of being pretty miserable, miserable of what?? Feeling miserable that i have wasted my life when i was sober, as though, when i am sober, i ain't thinking the right way, as though when i am sober i ain't making the right moves or visualising life with the right concept. And when i puff it down, i feel i get a big realisation of myself, like i discovered in what way wrong i have been "Steering my boat wrong!!", as though the puff is a pre-destined event that have been place on myself to "Steer myself out to the right way again". It's like as though when i was sober, i had not tap my full potential, and stoning down after the puff, i realise what's inside me and where i have gone wrong..... Does anyone else get this feeling when they puff ???