One of my favorite things to do on grasscity, or message boards in general, is to take a look back at my old posts. I'll read what I wrote, and most usually, I can always remember; what inspired me to make the post, how I was feeling at that exact moment, and maybe even how I felt that entire day. I guess what I am trying to say is, I use posts and their dates, to kind of look back in time, and reflect on where I was at, on a particular date, or even a lengthy period. Anyway, enough rambling. This post is going to be a major bookmark for me. Someday, I will come back and re-read this... by then, I hope everything has turned out for the best. Maybe it wont. Maybe I'll never get the chance to look back at this. I'm sure I will be fine, but you truly never know. Only time will tell.... Religious blades, keep me in your prayers. Thank you.
I don't know what's going on, but I hope the best as well. Funny, when I read my older posts I'm like "Wtf was I thinking?" or "".