Its all gunna be ok right? Man I hope Things are going good And Im scared becasue I usualy fuck shit up and settle for mediocer or shity. ugh...Somthing is missing, but Im fixing that. I blew All the thousends of I saved Up put Amgen stock, and I ened up making 500$ Then blowing it all. I still have thousends I want to pay back from stealing when I was a Kid. I know Things are alot diffrent, but then again, somtimes I feel Like I should have my hands chopped off. I hate money.
Its weird, somtimes when things are all good, I go to thinking about somthing that is fucked up or....shit Im always bagin on myself, and whats going on and IDK why i think that way
What's done is done. All you can do from here on out is be the best you can be, try to learn from your mistakes and apply the good you have learned.
Yeah. I think Im Good, just in a rut, I focus on bad for some reasons, and I hate compliments they feel fake. Maybe Im smoking TOO much and getting bored?