Long story short. Took this girl out who I used to be best friends with, got way too drunk and ended up having sex. But I was going for like a minute before she realised I had no condom on and then when I put the rubber on I just instantly went soft and everytime I put it on afterwards I could not maintain my erection. I feel awful about it now, like seriously pathetic. It's the first time it's happened in a long time but now I can't stop thinking about it and how disapointed she was. Fuck condoms, seriously.