yea i pretty much have schizophrenia, not the coolest. lol i used to think when i was younger i was just experiencing paranormal activity. but now that im older ive realized that its schizophrenia. ever since i was younger i used to think i saw a woman standing in my moms room and that it was a ghost. growing up id always hear noises like "children laughing, and small voices, and hearing music when not there" at night i would hear people run around and thought they were just ghosts. ive had visual hallucinations such as big balls of light. it pretty much sucks but i guess it runs in my family, i havent broughten this up with any of my family members yet but my brother is a diagnosed schizophrenic, and i dont know if my grandma was but im pretty sure she commited suicide. smoking has pretty much made me realize that i have it, and probably wasnt the best idea, but i guess it would have come into my life more intense eventually as i got older.