I can't take this shit anymore 2 years ago I met this girl, wonderful in all aspects, we went out, we loved eachother. Shit got bad and we broke up, she said she might need some time alone, so I gave her time, she started to have panic attacks. So I tried to help her with that, she told me she doesn't want a relationship and she needs to get checked out by the doctors before she decides, so she tells me I can wait for her or do what I want, she starts to cry a little, and I told her I'd wait for her. We get in an arguement and I tell her not to talk to me anymore. So she doesn't it's the 3rd day, and she has a new boyfriend. I just can't stop thinking about how much I loved her and the good times we always had, just to be demolished into a pile of dogshit. I told her I'd kill that motherfucker if I seen him. But I just apologized and told her I'm leaving town when I get my next paycheck. I'm either buying a gun, or I'm really leaving, I don't know how long I can survive out there with a little over $100, so I think I'm really just going to off myself. I'm serious about this, this is no joke, please do not call any authorities I don't want any of that, if authorities came to my house, I would kill myself as soon as I seen them. I know theres plenty of fish in the sea, I know theres plenty of women, but this one, was my dream girl, everything I wanted. and it's just gone.. forever..
don't kill your self. think how lame it would be if you we're going to find someone better. which is BOUND TO HAPPEN. choose life -JAH
Well if you are being serious... Journey Well brother. But, I really think its stupid to kill yourself over a woman, no offence but that just shows how weak you are. Be a Man, and be strong.
suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem, serioulsy think about what i just told you bro
Seriously man.. don't kill yourself. Think about your family and friends. Killing yourself over a girl is just stupid, there are PLENTY of girls. You will find a new love, its just a part of life. Obviously if this girl found another boyfriend 3 days later she is not the one for you. But I assure you that there is a girl for you, don't give up on life just yet. Try to get yourself in different surroundings to enjoy the beauty that life brings. There is a girl out there for you, hell maybe one day that girl will come back to you. Please don't give up on life my friend.
Ok, totally go for it, and never experience any good sensation ever again. Down a bottle of aspirin extra strength and never be humbled by the beauty of nature. Shoot yourself, and never experience that feeling right after your first few hits when you're about to be stoned. Jump off a cliff and never experience love (for another girl) ever again. who wants all that shit?
Hey, no pessimistic Rasta_Man 'Go ahead and do it!' posts to deal with any more! This is great! Seriously though, this is definitely a good community to vent your problems and we are glad to help you but you need someone professional to take a look at your situation and offer professional advice. We can offer comfort between friends but that has to be the extent of our involvement. Trust me, the last thing we need to hear about is you offing yourself due to poor advice from an internet forum. There are a lot of sick people out there, believe me, and we'd hate to see you go.
you can do what i would do with that 100 dollars and just get real fucked up, do some dxm or another kind of dissociative, u wont care about it as much, n besides, its only been 3 days, give it time she might come back, cuz 3 days is alot shorter than "forever", hey, i'm goin on 3 years n i still aint got my dream girl back, or any girl for that matter, but i'm doin aight my world isnt torn apart like you think yours is gonna be, pain is temporary, be it physical or mental
I don't give a shit what anyone thinks about the situation, I'm looking for something to open the door so I can see whats on the other side, cause right now, I feel like I'm in prison. I thank you guys for telling me not to do it or anything like that, but its not a great impact on it, I barely know some of you guys. I appreciate it, I don't know what I'm looking for, I'm lost, confused and insane at this moment.
Girls are like that yet they say all men are the same blah blah blah they get out of relationship few days later they are completly in love with someone else. Take up a sport, train for it take your mind of it. If a girl pops up then yeah, in your life your going to have happy times and sad times and you need these to carry on going in the world building you strong. Your getting experience and I bet you got alot from that, all that experience is building you towards a relationship further on in life they will come and go and all the experience built up will all come together for that 1 special girl who you will spend years with. Smile
You're sane enough to be talking to us right now without going into paranoid delusions, I have faith in your mental stability. "Life is some kind of moment, suspended between eternities.." -Terence McKenna Think of it this way; we are all going to die. That's it, plain and simple. There is no escaping the door at the end of the hallway and we all walk it at different speeds. Suicide can only accomplish one thing, and that is someone putting you on a cart and ramming you through the passage.
well u might not know me, or care to know me, but i've been in the same situation your in right now, and it really sucks ass, but your young and shouldnt be expecting to find your dreamgirl/soulmate, cuz it barely ever happens, i didnt wanna hear that shit either but its the truth, gotta keep your logic over your emotions to make it through, n like i said, do some dxm, seriously, it takes all your worries and cares away for the day, and somewhat the next day to, and lack of emotion due to bein dissociated helps you think a with a bit more logic when it comes to these kinda things
You're not thinking rationally right now. When someone as upset as you is fuming like this, they cant think of the best situation out of it. I understand why you're mad, i would be too. This is painful serious shit. and it will hurt for a little while. It's definitely nothing to off yourself over. Time heals everything. You will see that in a week or so you will wake up, and she wont be the first thing you think about. With every bit of time that goes, you forget more and more. Also, nothing get a guy over a chick better than a little trim. I suggest you cheer up, go out this weekend and find an easy good lay. You will feel better. good luck.
Thanks to the last 4 posters, that had more impact than anything. I don't know if I would want to do a drug other than weed, and I'm not sure if I could even take a drug instead of weed, I never had it before, and I don't want any chances of killing myself while I'm high. Neg you were in the same place as I am, do you mind telling me what happend? I like to know what to expect, also, what did you do with pictures, notes, items from her..
