I've only smoked a few times, probably 4 or 5, and every time it has been well... boring. The first time was with my buddy, and I got 5-6 big rips in, and held it for 20 secs or so. At that point, I was afraid that I might be allergic to it because my throat felt swollen.. Don't laugh, my dad is seriously allergic to weed and he gets an anaphlectic (sp?) reaction and his throat swells up. At one point he had to go to the hospital for it. So, I was afraid the same might happen to me. The first 2 tokes I took it easy and waited, and nothing happened so I took the other 3. I noticed change in my voice pitch, and my eyes got SUUUPER red, but other than that it wasn't much different. I was a bit drunk if that changes anything. The time after that, I smoked with my gf and we only packed one bowl and shared it. The only noticeable change was that my voice pitch was different and that sex was really good lmao. (She gets hella horny when high ) The time after that I got high in my car with her before the supercross, and well... I had low blood sugar or something because I hadn't eaten and blacked out. Nasty sweats and head rushing and seeing black.. After one hit WTF? It was a big one but still. My gf thought I was gonna die and panicked LMAO. I was really high the rest of the night and walking was terribly difficult. Especially stairs... I hated it because I couldn't think straight, and I couldn't even find my damn seats. We were in the 2 hours late and only saw the last 2 races. Next time, I smoked with her and a couple friends, and I ate first. There was even hash on top. I took 5-7 hits and was high blah blah. Didn't black out but felt a bit of a rushing sensation like I would but it never came. But... It was still boring. I didn't get munchies to speak of either, and food wasn't better it was just.. worse even. It was like eating sponges or cottonballs. Ice cream was grand as usual, but chips (my favorite food) were kinda lame. Cookies were pathetic. I smoked some later that day too. And the most recent time sucked too... My gf and I shared a joint, and I got super high again and nearly blacked out. Had to lay on the bed with my legs elevated and I had to eat and drink water and concentrate super hard to prevent going under. At one point my gf was like, "How are you 1-10? 1 is passing out." I said "Uhh... 2." She flipped at that point and got me food lmao. Anyways... I know that I need to eat first. But what do I do to keep it from being boring? I just feel normal except that everything other than sex, especially remembering things, is excruciatingly difficult! I want to have fun, but I'm just not! Got any suggestions? Is it just not for me?