I'm not sure if this is too much of an obvious statement to make but smoking ferdie calms me down. Today was a horrible day for me due to many reasons. The weather was very unstable. It would rain for half an hour, stop, get extremely warm for an hour and rain again. I'm not complaining about the rain, just the fact that the fluctuating weather disrupted me especially since I ride a motorbike. Apart from the weather, I wanted to chill out with some friends without having to constantly worry about work but I'm working on some projects with impatient clients whom expect me to work over the weekend. Point is, I felt irritated and edgy all day long and honestly couldn't bare with myself. Its hard to control sometimes when you don't really know what the direct/root cause of your state is. I was on a roll, you know? One thing goes wrong, then the next and it just keeps on tumbling on you as if it were a curse. I got back home at 11pm after a long day of playing tennis, driving around and watching some sports at a friend's parents house. Rolled a fatty, sparked it and everything seemed to be fine again. I could feel my entire body sinking into relaxation from a tense, stressed state. Listening to music, reading some stuff on the web and looking forward to tomorrow's lunch. Whats the effect of weed on you? Does it tend to make you more aggressive when you already feel a bit stingy or does it calm you down?
Same here man, when i feel anxious or nervous or whatever all I need is one hit and I'm chill. I'm pretty much always really chill though. Days like yours though I usually just smoke and listen to some music and chill with friends and everything else just fades away.
I wish i could be like you.. I have to smoke alot of ganja to feel *CALM* but still im pretty angry person, jesus saved me and made me not kill a few people so JESUS is the best Calming antidote. I would kill for MJ, so that doesnt make me calm now does it.. Buttt i would kill for jesus too.. Damn i just like to hurt people i guess
I've found that when i take my first hit i get really hyper and will do something mundane like the dishes but after an hour is when i really calm down. this only happens when i don't have much tolerance and it happens with indica and sativa...
im not very proper in grammer and my vocabulary is pretty *NONEXISTENT* wtf is "aggro genocidal tendencies"?? like im overly agressive?
haha, no, i was just kidding. i was saying that you're aggressively steering towards the behavior of killing people (genocide).
Its not killin people, they are demons and im getting them closer to god in a way that they could never do by themselves... How can i steer when im already stuck in a ditch???