I appoligize in advance this is a rant Anyone else feel just feel fed up with their parents. I know people are going to say respect them they feed you and brought you into the world and honestly Im grateful for that truely but both of them I believe have failed their jobs as parents. Ill start with my mom. Shes not very lets say confrontational actually shes the opposite. Shes too afraid to say anything to me about sex school weed alcohol or even going out in general and shes been like this forever and made me unconfortable talking to her about anything serious in my life. She just blows it off and puts it on my father whos a bipolar hypocrital douche bag. Hes not abusive but he acts like tough guy and says stuff like "anytime you think your ready well go out in the backyard" and "one of these days" and holds up his fists in a 100% serious way. I dont think I stand a chance maybe if he was drunk and it just so happens he drinks daily but I dont want to fight my father anyway I want to be peaceful. Sometimes hes cool and lets me do pretty much what I wanted within reason but 1 week out of month he is an asshole. He would always freak out about my grades when I got pretty good ones my grades were usually around 85 but when he looked at them hed ground me for a week if he was in a bad mood and be like why wasnt it a 90 I think he liked punishing me for no reason he wanted me to "respect" (fear) him. One time I got a 76 in chemistry (just so happens to be a class that he straight up failed in high school with a final average of about 48) which isnt that good but the damn class is hard and he grounded me wouldnt let me snowboard which is a healthy outlet I just dont have a car so I either carpool or take his truck and I pay for gas lift ticket and and food included with money I earned from working. I know he wants the best for me but for some reason he thinks I dont try which I actually do. Im not crazy about school but I got good enough grade to get into college and I tried 10 times harder than he thought I did. Hes a control freak and if Im not exactly like him (except finacially cause I have to do better even though he owns two buisnesses) hes dissapointed and I just want to live my own life. On top of everything they argue and yell at each other constantly and have a complete falling out about 2-3 times a year where they yell at each other and teling the other one to leave their house and pack their shit up. I cant wait to move out and not contact them for a long time if ever. I know thats not healthy but I blame 90% of the things mentally wrong with me on them. I just wana be my own person and live a happy life. Is that too much to ask. END RANT If you made it this far I commend you but does anyone else feel like this.