My whole life I have had the mindset that it is best to help people when I can, because you don't know what they are going through and people need a little help sometimes. I have been though a lot of shit and I just want to make things easier for people. My problem is that nobody seems to give a shit. No matter how many times I stick my neck out somebody starts bitchin or messes with me or cusses me out for some stupid shit forgetting about that sack I fronted or just etc etc like I said I like helping people out so I help clean people's houses, take care of pets, you know, whatever, I don't mind. But people are taking it for granted and I am getting really sick of it. So my question, grass city, is should I give a fuck? Should I look out for people when they don't seem to care or should I look out for myself. If I just looked out for myself, not even fuck with people but just did me for a while, I might be happier, or I might feel bad about it. i just don't know. Do you see what I'm sayin? How should I live? Like a monk or a gang member?