I have this girlfriend. We have dated on and off for 4 years. Since i was 14. We like came of age together. Shes my bestfriend. And even when we were broken up i still talked to her. But shes a sweetheart. Super faithful. Super loyal. I doubt she would ever cheat or leave me. She buys me gifts all the time. She cleans my house. The sex is amazing. She'll even make me a sandwhich when we are done fuckin if i ask nice. Shes a really amazing girl. She thinks shes in love. And she wants to move out east with me and work to help with bills while i go to school. Then be my housewife after i get good job. I love her but im not in love with her. I would take a bullet for her. But i would also cheat on her. And if i met a girl who made me happier i would leave her. I feel like im not a good guy for her. I feel like she needs a guy who believes in soulmates. And love. And marriage. But im not him. I know if i dump her again (3rd time) its gonna crush her. And i know she feels that we are meant to be. But i feel like i cant make her truly happy. And i would.be better off with a girl who has the same views as me on love.