I am just posting this here because I truly have no other place to vent it. I am a double major in Physics/Geology with a minor in Chemistry and spend all of my time in lab and at home doing work. Due to my self-perceived inept social skills I have no friends anymore, especially after my girlfriend of 4 years leaving me not too long ago, which I am perfectly fine with for the time being, I just really need to get this off my chest. I tutor people during the semesters in couple of different subjects. I met an older woman (She is 37, I am 22), let's call her R for the time being, in one of my classes last summer. We hit it off really well, but I didn't think anything of it, I was just helping her out. She found out what my majors were and asked if I could tutor her the next semester if she needed it. I thought it seemed a bit weird since she hadn't even started the class yet, but whatever. Money is money. I've already typed a lot, so I'll cut to the chase. Over the course of a semester that I was tutoring her I really began to admire her personality and spirit. It was refreshing and inspiring, something I'm not used to. She was always doing little things for me , but I thought she was just being nice. She wanted to take me out dancing / drinking with her husband and friend at the end of the semester. Cool, right? Sure. I don't normally do that thing...so why not. I figured I'd possibly be scoring her potentially hot, older friend. She showed up to pick me up and it was just her. I immediately didn't really know how to judge the situation. I'll be honest, I've fapped to MILF and cougar porn probably quite a bit more than the next guy, so I figured any "hints" she had dropped prior to this was just wishful thinking on her part. Long story short, we ended up being out until 9 AM the next morning, we had the best sex I've ever had. (Seriously, they aren't lying when they say older women know what they want...my god). She had no qualms about going in for the kill after a few drinks were in her. I clearly broke the bro code and had no qualms myself.... And now...I feel incredibly guilty. I can't believe what I have done to the poor guy. I don't know him at all, I just feel awful. She wants to meet up this week too. To make things worse she kept talking about how she wishes she were single, younger, how her husband doesn't treat her right, how I deserve someone to pay attention to me whenever I want and all this other horse shit that left me sitting there going . I'm the biggest douche bag ever. I lived a fantasy and came out feeling like dog shit and potentially could ruin a marriage. You can start throwing the tomatoes now. Sorry about any typos, I didn't proof-read this. I'm the biggest hypocrite ever. I fully expect some terrible posts on here....so go ahead *hangs head sadly*
You fucked a hot broad and you're complaining? WTF. She's obviously very unhappy in her marriage; if she didn't fuck you she would have fucked somebody else. After you do this a few times it won't bother you.
I'm sadly not. I'm distraught about the situation. All of those years she has invested her in marriage and kid and shit. Makes me feel sick to my stomach. I feel pretty bad about milking her for $15/hour for tutoring sessions when I think she just wanted to see me. I mistook her "flirting" for juts being a nice older woman who wanted to do well in school to be completely honest. Edit -- She's a nice, quaint, short/small little red headed woman with a lot of passion for whatever it is she is putting forth effort into. Sorry if you all are visualizing some blond/brunette, tall, busted MILF. Because I know some asshat will inevitably ask for pictures or what she looks like. I spent like an hour googling my various screen names on Facebook/Twitter and here to make sure she couldn't find this lmao. Or her husband...
Im 20 now and score with 28-40 all day they love yoinger guys. And girls my age really dig older dudes.
Well, damn... I guess you guys are making me feel a bit better. I still just think about me being in her husbands shoes and finding out. I'd be floored. I just have a bad feeling by how she handled the situation and what she said that it will end up blowing up in our faces down the line
Don't worry about it. I fucked a married broad back in the '80s, her marriage broke up, and her husband and I became drinking buddies. He suspected I'd fucked her and asked me about it one night while we were sitting in a bar. I admitted that I had. She had fucked at least one other guy that we both knew of too while still married. Her hubby and I remained friends. This is quite common; I bet this young chick you fucked has already fucked other guys, or if you're the first one, then you won't be the last. Nothing unusual going on here . . . move along . . .
That sucks.. It seems like she wants more than a one time thing. You should set her strait and encourage her to do whatever she thinks is right in the marriage. Never talk to her again after you have this understanding.. I'm very high, and I'm not sure if that made any sense.. But it made sense to me.
Well jeez, I guess I'm too much of a nice guy judging by these reactions. I still feel bad though. Can't even begin to think how to handle meeting up later this week. You always want what you can't have and you always have what you don't want.
OP if she makes you happy then you shouldn't fight the feeling bro. That will just tear you up, which is pretty apparent it already is. This situation has so many possibilities that im really not even going to chime in. Just keep on your toes because this is another man's women. Shit can happen
Just know that the girl you love will fuck other dudes one day, and that's just how it is. Monogamy is an illusions dude. The older you get the more you might be kicking yourself in the ass for not realizing it sooner.
Dude I became single for the first time in 9 years, about 8 months ago, and it was like every married woman I knew had been waiting to fuck me the whole time. I can't even be bothered to go and find a g/f because these old whores keep leaving their husbands at home and coming to my house and pulling the kind of stunts they can't pull with him cause he'd lose respect for em and they need that for the relationship to work I guess.
Still waiting for a woman to chime in on this, but it's almost 4 AM so I will probably have to wait. I still feel like a douche and don't really know how to handle the situation. Class didn't prepare me for this, hah...
