Seasoned Toker, Apprentice Experience...

last night i got major high of some real potent cannabis. my joint had two large layers of weed and 3 seperate, yet light spreads of baccy inbetween. i gotta say it smoked well, and the high hit me after the second toke. i hadnt smoked in a few days, and was beginning to feel like i was experiencing cold turkey, but at the same time i felt pissed and happy because those thc receptors were once again on the go.

since last summer ive smoked everyday, at least twice, without fail. i notice i needlessly bring weed into a conversation if say ive gone 10 hours without smoking, and after ive mentioned it im like this to myself: "the more i stress over it, the worse my situation as a whole will get because the picture im painting here would suggest im super addicted" (rofl).

im not addicted. i know that and all the rest that comes along with the crap the higher powers of this world like to twist and turn to make their case look stronger. however, i do feel i experienced a mild dose of cold turkey because like i said, my mind was blown wide open, i felt extremely pissed, emotional, worried, etc.

after i came down i couldnt believe how high i mustve got to have it hit me the way it did. im a little worried if this may esculate into something more serious because im so used to smoking that in the absense of it, i freak out.

peace gc, anyones take on this? x