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Scared to smoke ever again need advice. A little long but I really need the help :cry

Discussion in 'Apprentice Marijuana Consumption' started by creedman, Mar 20, 2012.

  1. #1 creedman, Mar 20, 2012
    So I'll try and make this brief as possible.
    My brother was the one who introduced me to smoking.
    I remember the first time I smoke I loved it.
    So after that I smoked from time to time.
    Very relaxed

    But about a month ago I met a dealer that lives very close to me.
    He sells nickle's and I bought two.
    I smoked a blunt with a friend on my back porch everything was great had a good time no worries.

    Second time I smoked the whole blunt myself still nothing bad happened it was pretty sweet.

    Here it comes the problem that's scared me shit less.
    I bought a 3rd bag from him a week later.
    Went out on my back porch smoked the whole blunt myself.
    Felt good went inside.
    I can't remember the rest it's all blank but I remember sitting on my futon couch. and my brother said something that mad me laugh alot.
    I tried to stop from laughing but couldn't I start getting scared.
    And I feel like I'm literally in hell the rooms spinning and I felt as though I was looking at the inside of my mind. My heart was beating so fucking fast.
    Sitting still caused me to be dizzy laughing would scare me I had to keep moving. I didn't know who I was and kept repeating the same sentences over and over again like what's my name and who am I

    And I got some water but when ever I would go by the sink I would feel as though I was watching myself.



    It sort of calmed down a little and I went to a friend house and they asked me was I high I don't remember what I said but all I know is I was finally able to sleep I was knocked and felt high for hours.


    Being the stubborn man I am.
    I decided fuck this I'm a man I got this.
    So I buy one more bag from him.
    Same thing happened but it was a little less intese.
    But I was still paranoid as fuck.

    I kept moving around to try and keep from tweaking.


    The 6th time was at a friends house not the same friend.
    The had a dime and it was split between me and 2 other people.
    I took 2 puffs and that's it because I could already feel that same intesne feeling coming up. I had to keep myself from laughing and sitting in one place for to long also I drank alot of water

    I ended up going outside in the hallway pacing back and fourth and dancing to try and shake it off because I could feel it coming up.

    That's when I finally made the decision to not do it again.
    But I miss the old times when I smoked it was great what went wrong?
    I'm also getting this feeling when drinking to. Which is why I stopped that.
     

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