So my ex whom i'm supposedly over took a day off to spend his birthday with me (?), and i went over with weed put in a dvd cover, we smoked up and you know how truths (or paranoias maybe?) start to reveal themselves, we laughed a little, talked a little, after a while, he takes a look at the dvd, on the cover is 8 small thumbnails of documentaries (about nefertiti, about snakes, ants, mythologies...) he says to me "oh! so this is where you hide your weed! richard (his ex and whom i know) used to put his weed in a dvd as well, it was the dvd of Run Lola Run" it was an ugly moment for me, thoughts thoughts thoughts, self-loathing, feelings of unworthiness, i just got back home and i'm sharing this with you i used to love him, we watched three sunrises together in a row, i don't know
Crazy movie. Just had to watch it for my Media in Society class. I hope you feel better about your situation. All is well. Just gotta keep on movin' on... keep on truckin'.